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Gardish ki Kashti

Dil ki gardish mein apni Kashti bade mushkilo se sambhali hamne ।
Kashti ka kiya gumaan hamko naseeb daar keh diya logo ne ।।

Kaise dikhaye logo ko woh haatho ke chhale aankho mein khoon ।
Chalo kashti ko toh khabar hamari hai ye tha sukoon ।।

Par kismet ke rang toh dekho tutata hai har sukoon ।
Kashti ka dil hua ab main kisi aur ko chunu ।।

Uff takleef apno ke naa samjh paane ki, hamein hindolo mein chhod jaane ki ।
Lekin ham kaha kam hai - ek aur kashti banayenge aur ussi gardish se ubhar kar aayenge ।।

Koi samjhe naa samjhe ham toh ek din zaroor Khud ko samjh jaayenge ।।।

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